Feeling like a horrible Mommy :(

This surgery is taking a little longer then I thought as far as recovery. My face is very stiff and very sore. Especially with certain movements. So Ive been eating all of my food cut into tiny pieces and I cant even smile. I am feeling like a horrible mom because Brayden will be smiling at me and I cant get my face into a smile to smile back at him :( I cant lift him right now so Im not able to hold him a whole lot and it is making me feel so bad. Poor kid seems to have given up on me and is now concentrating on Daddy for all his smiles and happiness. I dont mind that at all except I do feel like he is mad at me which is I know is crazy lol. Oh well. Hopefully soon I will start feeling better and things will get back to normal. Im just getting very frustrated and impatient that it is going so slow and I am still hurting so much. Stupid sinuses!

In exciting news though Dave is booking our flight to New Orleans tonight. It looks like we are actually going to get to go!! YAY! For those of you who dont know this story I will explain it tomorrow. Once I dont see my butt coming off the couch anytime soon itll give me something to write about lol.

I wish I had some fun stories to share but I have rarely moved off of the couch in the last 3 days.
I hope everyone is doing good and I promise to become more interesting soon :)

See ya!
Christy